Monday, October 31, 2011

for whatever reason (final chapter)

-chapter nine-

-LA-

“Darren you’re sure?” Brian asks him for the umpteenth time while he is packing.

He stops and looks at Brian, “Never been so sure in my whole life.”

“Dude, the ‘Bro Vacay’!! I mean Cabo!”

“I’m sorry Brian, you guys can go without me.”

“Darren, the whole point of the ‘Bro Vacay’ is for you to get over her. I mean, she dumped you right?”

“Technically I walked away from her,” he says to Brian.

“Whatever, but now you’re going halfway around the world for her? What if you fail?”

“Thank you for the pep talk Brian, you’re a real friend.”

“Darren, that’s not what I mean.”

Darren stops his packing, “Brian, I’m going, and that’s final. So right now, you could either give me supporting words or just shut the fuck up.”

Brian sighs, “I just don’t want you to get hurt.”

“Aaw Brian, that’s so nice of you.”

“Shut up.”

“I’ll be fine.”

“When will you be back?”

“Curtis gave me a week off, so I’ll be back at the end of the week.”

“If you need anything, call me.”

He nods.

“Good luck,” Brian says and hugs him.

“Thanks,” he says, “now could you do me a favor?”

“Anything.”

“I need a ride to the airport.”

-jakarta-

“Whatcha doing here?” Adya asks Lucy, one of her best friend, when she comes by to her cubicle.

“Don’t tell me you forgot,” the girl who always has her hair up in ponytail, and dress down almost every day says.

“What?”

“Our usual pre-date lunch.”

Adya stops and she remembers, tonight she’s having a date. She completely forgets about it. And tonight’s date is compliments of Lucy, she had set Adya up with her boyfriend’s college friend.

“You forgot aren’t you?”

She grins.

“Which one?”

“I forgot I have a date, therefore I forgot our lunch.”

“Do you have shits line up?”

“No, not really.”

“Let’s go then!”

“It’s 11.30,” she says to the younger woman.

“You’ve been gone that long have you?”

Adya laughs, “Shut up, lemme gather my things.”

-jakarta, the airport-

He arrives in Jakarta, he’s a little lost, he has no baggage, so no need to wait too long. He walks out of the terminal, and the hot air just slaps him in the face. It is a complete departure from the cooling air in LA. Suddenly he is swarmed with people asking him where he’s going. He gestures them that he didn’t need anything from them, he quickly scans the airport and finds a familiar fast food chain, he walks up to it and orders a cup of soda, while he finds himself a seat, he scrolls down his phone and find a phone number.

“Hello?” the woman replies on the other line.

“Hey Ninta, it’s Darren, I’m in Jakarta, can you tell me how to get to your house.”

-jakarta, the ramen place-

“Are you still hanging up on him?” Lucy asks Adya as they ate their bowl of ramen.

Adya looks at the younger woman, “It’s something I need to work on.”

“Do it soon dude, you’re like what?”

“Ow shush, I’m good.”

“I’ve known you for ten years now, I know when you’re not good.”

Adya lets out a small smile, “I’m going with what’s his face tonight right?!”

Lucy scoffs, “And you forgot about it, shows how much you care.”

“I’ll be there Luce.”

“Genuinely?”

“Don’t push the luck, the fact that I’m agreeing to even do this is generous enough.”

“Cung,” a name Lucy calls her by, “you’re the one who walks out on him.”

“Correction, he stormed out of the apartment.”

“And why may I ask?”

Adya looks at Lucy, “I told you the story.”

“And now you’re torturing yourself.”

“What am I supposed to do? You know we can’t be.”

And now is Lucy’s turn to be quiet.

“Just do it soon dude, and maybe this guy could be it. But hey, no pressure. He’s sure is a nice guy though.”

She lets out a small smile, frankly she is tired with people trying to set her up. But she didn’t want to seem picky. She’s still in love with him.

-bogor, her parents’ house-

Darren arrives in the quaint house. He looks at the house, it is small yet homey. He smiles knowing it’s the house she grew up in. He feels closer to her again.

He pays he cab and ring the doorbell. A man opens the door for him.

“Excuse me, I’m looking for Mr. Sutrisno?”

Suddenly he hears someone running out from inside the house, her sister Ninta comes out, she speaks Indonesian to the person, the older man just nods.

“Hey Darren,” she says.

"I should've learn some Indonesian from your sister," he says and comes over to the woman, “I thought you’re in the hospital Ninta,” he gives her a hug.

“Gosh you stink.”

“It’s a 30-hour flight.”

Ninta makes a face, “Things you do for love huh?”

He smiles wearily.

“Bapak’s waiting for you inside.”

He takes a deep breath, “Okay.” He walks inside the house, it looks like he has step into their dining room.

“It’s the side door,” Ninta whispered to him.

“Ah.”

He hears a man clearing his throat coming out of a saloon door that separates the kitchen with another room, he couldn’t make what room it is.

“Ow, hi sir Mr. Sutrisno,” he says and extends his hand.

“Darren,” the older man takes his hand, and firmly shakes it. “You’ve come a long way.”

“I need to see you sir.”

“It’s not about me being one of the writer on the show right?”

He smiles, “No sir, it’s not that.”

“Darn, I was waiting for that,” he said, “sit.”

He takes the seat. Adya was right, her old man is funny. But he is just too nervous to see it right now. “Mr. Sutrisno, I know your last impression of me maybe is that well, but I’m willing to work on that sir. I’m willing to work to be part of this family, I love Addy, she is such a sweet soul. And these past months had been hell for me. Being away from her is just not right. So I’m willing to anything, to make you see me fit as her partner for life.”

Ninta who is standing in the kitchen makes eye contact with him. She looks impressed.

The older man clears his throat, “You know what young man, you just did.”

No one is more surprise than he is by that statement.

“You’ve come a long way, you deserve a recognition and a blessing.”

“Sir.”

“Now, you take Maman there, I’ll tell him to drop you to Adya’s house. I’ll take you as my son if she’ll have you.”

A burden is lifted from his shoulder, “Sir…”

“Stop with the ‘sir’ thing Darren, you should try and call me ‘Bapak’, it means father.”

He smiles, “Bapak.”

“Right, now go, you might catch her as she gets home.”

He says his thanks, and goes outside and as he gets inside the car Ninta comes up to him.

“Dude, that was ballsy.”

He smiles.

“I hope it’s you Darren,” she says and hugs him.

-jakarta, the date place-

Adya sits there trying to focus on what her date was talking about. He is working as a tech support in some oil company. Her face was tired from smiling. While she listens to him, she tries to count what number of date this is. People around her have been really keen on setting her up with people. She didn’t blame them, they’re just looking out for her.

“So I told them to get the newer version, and it ran smoothly,” her date says with a proud smile.

Adya smiles, “Great.”

“That easy, duh!”

“Uh huh,” she says and glanced at her watch, “look at the time, it’s kinda late.”

He looked at her weird, “It’s only nine, what are you a baby?”

“I have breakfast meeting tomorrow,” she lies.

He nods and calls the waiter for their check. Adya offers to pay her half, he declines. They went out of the restaurant to the parking lot. He walks her to her car.

“I had a great time,” he says.

“Yeah,” Adya smiles politely, “thank you.” She says while activating the alarm to open the door.

He leans in to kiss her she pushes him away.

The guy is taken aback his pride was wounded.

“I’m so sorry,” Adya said.

“Hey, who am I to live up to Darren Mitchell.”

Adya scoffs, “Gosh you know what, I’ve been polite all night long, but that does it! Have a good life.” She says and got inside her car. She turns on the engine and shifts the gear and got away from the place as quickly as she could. She reaches out her phone and scrolls down a number. She looks at it and starts to sob again. Then she tosses her phone aside, she misses him, terribly.

-jakarta, her place-

Darren arrives at her place. He stops and looks at the house, it’s much bigger than her apartment, she has a big backyard, something that she really wants. He knows that much about her.

“Mr. Darren,” Maman’s voice calls him.

He turns around to face the middle age man, “Yeah?”

Maman points out to the house next to Adya, “Come.”

“I thought this is her house.”

“Yeah, go there first,” he says with a lot of effort.

Darren appreciates it, he was trying to carry out conversation with Maman on the way. His English was really limited, but Maman tried. He remembers some words Adya taught him, “Terima kasih.”

Maman smiles, “Sama-sama.”

They’re going to the house next to Adya, and a dark-skinned woman greeted them. She is a bit shorter than Adya, and a little girl is hugging her leg.

“You must be Darren,” she says.

“Yeah.”

“Ninta called told me you’re on the way, she forgot to give you the key to the house, I’m Rika, Adya’s cousin, we live next door.”

Darren laughs, “She wasn’t kidding when she said you guys are close.”

“Yep,” the woman laughs, “that close.”

Suddenly he sees a flash running from inside the house and comes to halt. The flash turns out to be a little boy, “That must be Kresh.”

“Yeah.”

“And this must be Duckie,” he kneels down to greet the little girl.

“Only Adya called her that, and she called her ‘Bebek’ it means duck in Indonesian.”

“Okay, what should I call you then?” he asks the little girl.

Rika translates for her.

“Tanya,” the little girl says.

He smiles, he had fallen in love with her family. She never said much about them, but whenever she did, she always glows.

“Do you want the key so you could wait there?” Rika gestures to the house.

“I’d like to wait here if you don’t mind. I don’t really want to wait alone. And I want to get to know the crew here,” he gestures to the kids.

Rika smiles, “Come in then, have you had your dinner?”

“What is it with you guys and food? Addy always do that too!”

“We have this pathological need to feed people I guess. And you should see us when we eat.”

“I’ve seen her ate.”

“Should’ve seen the whole pack.”

Darren laughs, this would be interesting. He comes inside while Rika leads him to the dining room. He feels warm inside the house, it feels welcoming and he likes it there. He eats his dinner and looks at the clock.

“What time’s Adya comes home?”

“She usually comes around seven, unless….”

“What?”

Rika winces, “She might have a date.”

He is taken aback for a bit. But Rika reaches out for his hand, “But don’t you worry, she’s only doing that so people would get off her back. She’s still pretty much in love with you.”

He smiles.

“I’ll tell you something, she’ll probably deny it, that’s the way she is, but she was relieved when you went stag.”

He raises his eyebrows.

“She loves you, had the situation were different, you both don’t need to suffer for the last three months.”

He smiles. Suddenly they hear a car pulling up next door.

“That must be her.”

He takes a deep breath, “Here goes nothing.”

Adya pulls up in driveway, she can’t wait to curl up on her bed in his t-shirt. It was just a bad date. She opens the gate and parks her car. She is about to close the gate she freezes on her track. There he is standing there. I must be dreaming, she thinks to herself.

“Hey you,” he says to her, “how’s the date?” he smiles.

She doesn’t reply. She is lost for words. She misses him so much.

“You’re a hard woman to get Miss. Sutrisno.”

She still doesn’t reply. She can’t believe he is there, standing ten feet away from her. She wants to run to him and start making out right then and there. But then she remembers the consequences.

“Do you know what I have to go through to get to you? I have to talk to Curtis to let me off for the week, and that flight,” he rolls his eyes, “30 hours is a long time to sit in. But your old man’s a surprise though. He was actually nice.”

Her eyes widens, he met her father. “What are you doing here?”

“You didn’t say goodbye.”

“You could just call me.”

“And what miss all this?” he gestures to the neighborhood.

She rolls her eyes, “What do you want?”

“At the moment? I just want to rest. I had a long confusing day, I just want to lie down.”

She looks at him, “Come in, you can sleep on my couch,” she says and opens the door.

He scoffs, “Your couch,” he says under his breath while he walks toward the door.

“You want some coffee?” she asks once they're inside.

“No, I’m good. Too much adrenaline right now,” he says and sat on the couch. “I would take your chocolate milkshake though.”

He looks at her with the look she could never resist. Without saying a word, she goes to the kitchen and takes the milk from the fridge. When she turns around, he is standing right behind her. She gasps in surprise. They just stand there, in the middle of the kitchen. Then he reaches for her face to touch it.

“Stop it Darren,” she says and pushes him away.

He groans in frustration, “Goddamit Addy, what the hell do I have to do?”

Again she doesn’t answer.

“I pulled all the stops for you. And yet you’re still there, doubting me. Can’t you see how much I want to make this work?!”

She looks up at him, “Sometimes I forgot how young you are, and how incredibly naïve you can get.”

“Omigod, you’re not pulling the age card again!”

“Come on Darren,” she exhales in desperation, “That is not the only card that is stacking against us. This distance, the backgrounds, our different worlds, the odds are stacking against us!”

“Yet I’m here standing in your kitchen, how’s that for against all odds,” Darren snaps back.

She stops and she looks at him, “When this doesn’t work out, you’re going to hate me even more than you do right now.”

“But if it works out, it’ll be great,” he says and walks closer to her. “It’s only 30 hour flight Addy, and we can get cheap long distance package. And come on, these days, half the world, means nothing,” he caresses her face.

“Has anyone ever told you that you’re so fucking charming it’s not even healthy?”

He laughs, “Not lately, but it feels good to hear it again.”

She smiles.

“So, we’re doing this then?”

She nods.

He smiles, and takes out a velvet box, “Like I said, I talked to Bapak today.” She gasps, “It’s not a ring. Not yet anyway, I know how you’ll freak, and I don’t want you to freak, because that would send me back to LA stupid.” He says and opens up the box. There is a charm bracelet with all the symbol of eternal from all over the culture. “I had these made for your graduation. The jeweler lagged behind on making it. Note to self, don’t trust a jeweler referred by Joey.”

She laughs.

“Well, Bapak gave us his blessing. And this is a promise. We need this, because of the distance we’re putting between us. I’m wearing mine. And I hope you like yours.” He shows Adya his arm with a charm bracelet in it, only his ankh has a black jewel encrusted on it and Adya’s has emerald green.

“Darren.”

“What?”

“Isn’t it a bit gay-ish for a guy to wear charm bracelet.”

He looks at her, “Not me dude, I’m Darren frickin’ Mitchell, I look 10 times hotter.”

She rolls her eyes, his cheesiness, what she loves about him, “Uh huh.”

He leaned in to her, “I miss you so much.”

“Promise me this will be good.”

“No, I can’t. Because I just experienced a 30—hour flight, and it’s not good. It’ll be tiring at times, but it’ll be worth it.”

“Charming and hopeless romantic, it’s a deadly combo.”

“So I’ve been told,” he smiles and they kiss. “So,” he says between kisses, “Do I still have to sleep on the couch?”

She pushes him away and gives him a look.

“What?” he gave her a sly grin.

She locks her door and walks toward the bedroom, “My bed fits two people, it’ll be too empty to sleep in alone.”

He follows her to the bedroom, and he sees his t-shirt on her bed, “Is that my t-shirt?” he asks her teasingly.

“Ow shush,” she says and they start kissing.

-epilogue-

-a year later-

Adya walks out of the plane with her carry-on luggage. She turns on her phone and dials a number.

“Hey you,” his voice answers on the other side.

“I’m just arrived.”

“How was your flight?”

“Long,” she answers as-a-matter-of-factly.

He laughs, “I miss you. My shoot will wrap up around seven, I’ll see you tonight then?”

“You want me to get some dinner?”

“We’ll just order in later.”

“I can’t wait to see you.”

“I’ll tell Curtis to wrap in soon.”

Adya laughs, “I’ll see you tonight.”

“See you tonight Mrs. Mitchell.”

“Now that made me sounds like your mom.”

He laughs.

Seven months after Darren’s visit to Jakarta they got married. They balanced their time between Jakarta and LA. They fight, they bicker, they only see each other once in a blue moon. But they’re happy.

So it’s true right? Everything did happen for a reason. And happy ending do come true. So the next time you feel like the Guy’s upstairs screwing up with you, just believe, there is a reason behind it. And it’s not because the Guy’s upstairs needed a good laugh.

for whatever reason (chapter 8)

-chapter eight-

-present day-

He is back on set. The crews are celebrating his win on the Emmys. They are having small party before the shoot, suddenly one of the security, Don, comes up to him.

“You got an Estelle Padilla looking for you, she said she has something important to tell you. Does she have an appointment with you?”

He looks at Don, why would Estelle come to the set, “No I don’t have an appointment with her.”

“Do you want me to tell her to go?”

“No, tell her to come in here.”

“Okay,” Don walks out of the set to get Estelle he presumes.

Five minutes later he comes in with Estelle by his side. She looks happy to see him, but also bewildered.

“Hey Estelle,” he says and hugs her, he truly is happy to see her again. “To what do I owe this pleasure?” he asks her playfully.

“Congratulations for last night,” she says to him. “You deserve it.”

He smiles, “Thank you.”

“She’d be happy for you,” she says to him.

He scoffs, “Yeah, right. Are you here to tell me that?”

“No, the drive is too long for that, I could’ve just mentioned you in twitter to leave something on your Facebook page for that.”

He laughs and nods, “Right.”

“I came here to give you this Darren,” she hands him a piece of paper.

He opens it, there was written an address and phone number.

“If she asks, you didn’t get it from me. She’ll kill me if she knew I gave you this. That’s her parents’ address, I guess you can go from there.”

He looks at the middle age woman, “And what do you suppose I do with this?”

“Win her back Darren.”

“She left me Estelle.”

“She’s not happy Darren.”

“Yeah, and you know that how?”

“The fact that she called me a week ago, crying.”

Darren is taken aback from the recent information.

“I wanted to come earlier, but I wasn’t sure whether you’d take her back or not. Last night I’m sure.”

Darren looks at her questioned.

“That look you got last night, I might not the brightest person on earth, but I know you miss her too.”

“And I’m supposed to go half a world away to chase her, what if she shot me down in flames?”

“Well, if you’re questioning it, then I guess I’m wasting my time,” Estelle says to him.

He doesn’t reply, he just looks at her.

“I told her to take the leap of faith for you some months ago. And I’m telling you the same thing right now.”

He still doesn’t reply, he doesn’t know what to do, can he postponed the whole shoot while he’s chasing what he called the love of his life?

“Well, my job is done, now it is in you hands, and Darren, she’s worth it.”

He smiles.

“I’ll see you again then?”

“Yeah, you bet.”

“Drop by to the center if you have time, the kids miss you.”

He smiles, “Yeah, I will,” he gave her a hug.

“Good luck mijo.”

He watches as she walks away from the set. He looks at the paper, he doesn’t know what he should do. Should he throw everything and for what, to get his heart broken again like it was on their last fight?

-some three months ago-

The sun was shining bright in her apartment, it was such a lovely morning. They have spent the night together again for the first time in a month. Her family had come for her graduation, making them had to spend the month apart.

He woke up and watched her sleeping.

“Darren that’s creepy,” she said with her eyes closed.

“What?”

“You’re smiling while you watch me sleeping,” she was still closing her eyes.

“I’m your boyfriend, I got the license for the creepy act,” he said and kissed her. He trailed down her neck and she was laughing.

“Gosh Darren, haven’t we’ve done enough last night?” she said while still teasing him. He knew she felt how much he wanted it.

“You’ve deprived me for a month, that’s a lot to make up,” he smiled and got on top of her and they made love. Everything felt right for him. They lay on the bed after they were finished. He absentmindedly played with her hair, while she curled up next to him.

“Your dad is a scary man,” he said to her.

She laughed.

“What?”

“We just had sex and your first words are those? Were you thinking of my old man while we’re doing it?”

He laughed, “Shush,” he shifted to face her.

“Well, he’s actually a funny guy,” Adya said.

He made a face, “Ain’t nothing funny when a grown man asked me whether I’m circumcised or not.”

Adya laughed. “He’s actually a lovable guy, you just got off in the wrong foot with him.”

“What is that?”

“You’re dating his daughter.”

“Ah, so that’s my crime. Then I shall pay,” he said and kissed her.

“Have anyone told you you’re so charming it’s not healthy.”

“Not lately, but thanks.”

They laughed.

“I haven’t had a single good night sleep this month,” he said and pulled her closer, “being away from you is kinda suck.”

“You’re so full of it,” she said and pushed away from him.

“Where are you going?’

“The bathroom Darren, I gotta pee,” she said and laughed.

He chuckled, “Well don’t take long!”

She rolled her eyes, and he laughed. He put on his t-shirt and boxers, and sat up waited for her on the bed. He had been thinking about it for quite sometime, and he thought this was the best time to ask her. She came in a moment later with her robes on.

“Let’s move in together,” he said to her.

She was surprised by his statement, “What?”

“This past month is just wrong for me. Sleeping in my bed alone is not fun after all. I’m used to wake up beside you, and you’re done with your school, so you don’t need to live nearby campus anymore. Let’s live together. What do you say?”

She was stunned, she was quiet for a while, like she was thinking of an appropriate reply, the one that will hurt less, he thinks now looking back.

“Darren, I…I graduated. I have to go home soon,” she replied quietly.

Now he was the one who’s taken aback. “Say what?”

“I thought I made it clear to you, once I graduated, I’m bound by a contract, I have to go home.”

He felt as if his breath has left him. His mouth begin to dry, and his insides were just dropped on the floor. “Well I assume you’d opted to stay. I mean, what am I? Am I not worth staying?”

“Gosh Darren, come on. I’m bound by contract, and what we had was fun, but do you really think we had a shot?”

He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. After all this time, after all they been through, and she asked him that question. “Fun? We’re just ‘fun’ Addy? Seriously???!!”

“Darren, come on!”

He was enraged, he stood up in front of her, “All these time, I’m just ‘fun’ for you?! I poured my heart for you Addy, I’m ready to sell my soul for you, does that mean everything for you?!”

“Darren, please don’t do this, I love you….”

“Don’t! Don’t you say that word, you obviously don’t know what that is,” he grabbed his pants and jacket, “If you know what that is, you won’t say those things you just say Addy. I love you! I’m so sickly infatuated by you, and I can’t see what you really is. You played me!”

“Darren, it’s not that,” her tears started welling up.

“Oh no Addy, don’t start crying, this is your shit. You doubted me over and over again. Or were you just looking for an excuse to dump me?!”

“Darren,” she started to break down, “please listen.”

“No! You know what?! I hope you had fun toying with this boy’s heart, because I’m done! I’m through with you!” He said and grabbed his car keys and walked out the door.

-present day-

He is still staring at the address while fumbling with his phone. Estelle’s words keep coming back to him. He has to take that leap of faith. He takes a deep breath and looks at his surrounding. She should’ve been here, celebrating his moment.

He scans the room to look for Curtis. He comes up to him and taps him in the shoulder.

“Hey Darren what’s up?!”

“Curtis, can we talk?”

Sunday, October 30, 2011

for whatever reason (chapter 7)

-chapter seven-

-present day-

Adya arrives earlier that morning, she has an early meeting, to her surprise, she finds Ajeng, her office friend, is already in her cubicle.

“Whoa Ya, isn’t it too early for you to get in?”

“Shut up, I have a meeting in half an hour, never mind me, why are you here this early.”

“It’s the Emmys,” she says with a grin, “red carpet’s on.”

Adya freezes and looks at the TV. Ryan Seacrest is on the screen and he is interviewing one of the casts of Second Language Phillip Connor. She feels a lump on her throat.

“Emma Watson looked pretty this year. Can’t believe how long ago she was Hermione?”

“Yeah,” Adya answers her absentmindedly.

“How was it Ya?”

“What?”

“The red carpet.”

“It’s red and crowded.”

“Ow no shit.”

Adya chuckles.

“No, I mean do all of them looked that perfect?”

Adya stops and stares at the TV for a while, which is featuring one of the Kardashians. She turns at Ajeng, “You have to,” she smiles, “all eyes are on you.”

-some nine months ago-

“Watcha doin’?” Adya caught Darren was behind his computer. She passed him by as she grabbed her orange juice and kissed his cheek. She was having a great day, her dissertation was progressing smoothly everything should go according to plan.

“Looking at dresses,” he said flatly, “would you wear this one?”

Adya stopped, “Is it work related or a phase?”

He chuckled, “No silly, award season’s coming up.”

“You’re going as a drag?” she still did not get it.

He looked at her in disbelief, “Are you majoring in naïve or you’re just doing this to annoy me? The Golden Globe is coming up, naturally, you’re my plus one.”

She froze, “Say what?”

“I want you to go with me.”

She stammered, “I…I don’t have anything to wear.”

He chuckled, amused, “Hence the search, and Alex said he’ll set up appointment with a designer if you have one in mind.”

“There’ll be people there.”

“No shit.”

“And reporters,” she said as she sat down the couch.

“Yes! If we’re lucky, we might even catch glimpse of those rare creature,” he started being sarcastic.

She became quiet.

“We’ll be fine Addy.”

“We’re going public?”

“Yes, and I’ve been thinking about it for a while anyway.”

She didn’t reply.

“It’ll be okay Addy.”

“It’ll be broadcasted all over the world right?”

“Yeah so?”

She paused, and looked at him. She didn’t know how to say this to him. She didn’t mean this relationship to be where it was. When she was in San Francisco, his parents and family had accepted her. But little did he know, she hadn’t told her family about him just yet.

“What is it Addy?”

“I haven’t told my parents about you,” she confessed quietly.

He was taken aback, “Say what?”

“I mean, I told my sister about you, and of course my cousin Tanya, but I haven’t told my parents.”

“Uh huh,” he said, and from his tone Adya knew he was upset. “Were you hiding me? Are you betrothed or something?”

Adya had to laugh at the question, “Dude if I was betrothed, I would be married when I was 22 and probably have 5 kids right now.”

“It’s not funny you know,” he said to her with serious tone. “You haven’t told your parents about me?”

She shook his head.

“Why? Were you embarrassed by me? Am I not fitting for your parents?”

“No, and yes,” she answered as a matter-of-factly.

“What?”

She sighed, “You have to understand, my parents are traditional Indonesians. First and foremost, they don’t allow their daughter bunking with a guy who’s not her husband. And they expect me to find someone who at least share the same faith with me.”

He looked at her but didn’t reply.

“Before you say anything, it’s something that is important to them. For me, I believe that all beliefs are good, but not them. It would be difficult to talk to them about you that’s all. It complicates things more.”

He still didn’t reply.

“Not to mention the waves of the Indonesian press when they found out. You don’t know how they are, I hate referring them as vultures, as I was a part of their community back in the days. But that’s how the entertainment journalists in Indonesia. I mean….”

“I get it,” he cut her, “it’s hard for you to be with me.”

“Hey I didn’t say….”

“If it’s that hard for you why don’t we just end this!”

She was stunned with the words he just said. “You don’t mean that,” she said quietly.

He looked at her with hatred and pain, “Just watch me.” He said and he walked out on her.

-present day-

Darren is fidgeting on his seat in the limo. Alex is chattering on the phone, making sure his entrance will be perfect. He smiles remembering the last couple awards he had attended, it was with her, and she insisted that they just come with regular cars, limos are too douchy, she said.

“You’re okay there D-man?” Alex asks him. He hates it when Alex calls him that name. Alex is in his early 40s but party like a frat boy. But he is the best in the business, he is professional, and his lifestyle doesn’t interfere with his work at all. That’s why he’s still keeping him as his agent.

He let out a small smile, “I’m good, I just haven’t had much sleep that’s all.”

“Don’t fall asleep now, it’s not cute if you’re dozing off when they called your name.”

He laughs, “No, I’ll make sure of that.”

“It’s not too late to come with Monica Sanders you know, she’s still on the way.”

“No Alex, thank you. It’s not a sin going stag to an award. Jake Gyllenhaal does it all the time,” he declines.

“He’s not recently dumped.”

He looks at Alex, “Butt out,” he says.

Alex knew that was the last straw, he withdrawn, “Suit yourself.”

-some nine months ago-

“Ugh, you don’t look so hot,” Alex said to him. They were having a meeting about the next project he was going to do. Today, they’re meeting with the producers. But he couldn’t sleep last night. It has been a week and no word from her. He was half hoping, every night, she would show up and try to make it work.

He grunted and gave Alex a look.

“Uh huh, what’s up D-man, you can tell Alex.”

“Alex, that sentence has two things I hate, the name and the third person.”

“What the hell’s wrong with you?”

“Nothing.”

“So has Addy picked her designer yet?”

“It’s Adya for you, and no, I don’t’ think she’s going.”

“What? You need a date dude. For the sake of your image, I mean you’re like the main suspect for Janet’s divorce.” Janet Manning, his co-star who played Ms. Stark, was finalizing her divorce. He was rumored to be her lover, because no one in public knew about Adya.

“What image Alex?”

“Home wrecker. Do you want to be identified as such?”

“I’m not a home wrecker.”

“I know that, you know that, Addy knows that, but the people don’t know that.”

“Alex, stop calling her Addy.”

“You call her that.”

“Yes, I do,” he stressed out the ‘I’.

Alex made a face, “Geez Darren, possessive much?”

Darren scoffed.

“Listen, you need to show up with a girl, proofing you’re not dating Janet. I mean, it’s the way the business work. You know that right? How about I fix you up with someone. Just for the award D, you don’t have to fuck her.”

He looked at Alex disgusted, one of the things he didn’t like about Alex, was how womanizer he was. “Whatever.”

“Sweet,” he started dialing numbers.

They were wrapping up scene and Alex came over to him, “D, I got you a date tonight, with Samantha Golde. If all went well….”

“You what??”

“You said whatever, and I found you a date. Don’t tell me you’re going to stood Sam Golde?”

Darren scoffed, Alex can be too creative sometimes, and butting in on his personal life too. He rubbed his eyes, “Where are we supposed to meet?”

“She’s waiting for you next door, and I made reservations for you guys already.”

“You thought of everything have you?”

“Somebody gotta,” he said with a wink.

He went to pick up Sam, but he needed to grab something from his apartment, so they were going to make a quick stop there. As he was driving, he couldn’t believe he actually doing this. He glanced to the passenger seat, and a bit startled when he didn’t see Adya there. It was just wrong. But he didn’t really want to argue with Alex.

-present day-

“Hey check out Janet’s outfit. Kinda ‘look at me, I’m a hot mama’ kind of thing isn’t it?” Ajeng is still glued to the red carpet.

Adya has to chuckle to that. Janet wasn’t her cup of tea for friends, but she was okay. “She’s going through a phase,” Adya defends her.

“Of what?” Ajeng snaps, “Cougar humping young boys phase?”

“Hey careful now,” Adya playfully warns her.

“Ow, right, I’m so sorry,” Ajeng says with a laugh. “How come you’re not there? I mean, I thought you’re not coming back.”

Adya smiles, “Because I’m here.”

“Touché,” Ajeng says and went back watching the red carpet. “Hey, there’s Darren.”

Adya’s heart stops. They show a shot of him climbing off a limo. She waits, expecting the worst. Then Alex climbs off the limo, and they close the door. Adya suddenly back breathing. He’s going stag.

-some nine months ago-

She was in the center, playing with her coffee and absentmindedly looking at the computer. She was looking at the spring line up of a designer in their webpage. She didn’t know why she was doing this. Didn’t she told him she’s not going.

“Okay mija, spill,” Estelle caught her by surprise.

“”What? I have nothing to spill.”

“Uh huh, and I weigh 105.”

Adya scoffed.

“I’ve known you long enough to know when you’re thinking about something, what is it?”

Adya sighed and gave in. She told Estelle everything, about Darren asking her to the award, the situation with her parents, and what happened to them after.

“You dumb wench!” Estelle said after her long speech.

“Ow wow, thank you Estelle, now I feel better.”

“What the hell is wrong with you, girls would kill to have a man like that. And you, you drove him away. No, I’m not saying this because he’s Darren frickin’ Mitchell, I’m saying this because he’s truly a great man. He put up with your antics, and lemme tell you missy, your wall is so high, I can’t believe he hadn’t walked away sooner. He wanted to get to know you, genuinely, that’s why he hung around here at times. You think he really hang out here to see Mateo? And on top of those things, he introduced you to his parents! Adya ‘however you pronounced your last name’, you might have the higher degree, but at this moment, you’re dumb as shit.”

She looked at Estelle after her long speech. “It’s not that simple Estelle, my parents….”

“Will be happy for you if they know what’s best.”

Adya chuckled sarcastically, “You don’t know them. I’ve dated guys with different faith. I would be Mrs. Somebody if my parents approved. But here I am, dating someone’s five years younger than me, who is amazing in every way, except that.”

“Do you love that kid?”

She looked at Estelle, “I don’t know, I can’t give my heart when I know it’s a dead end.”

“Who said it’s a dead end?”

“It won’t be a fairy tale ending Estelle.”

“A fairy tale, is for both of you to live happily ever after. And if you love him, you have to take the leap of faith.”

She looked at Estelle.

“When I marry Carlos, my father is furious. He’s not exactly a catch like Darren frickin’ Mitchell there.”

“Shut up.”

“But I marry him anyway, because he made me the happiest woman, and I am a better person when I’m with him. So, take the leap Adya.”

Adya didn’t reply. She stared back at the coffee. She knew what she wanted. Her world was empty every time they’re apart. He made her better, she wanted to be his.

She went to his place, being in there, breathing his scent, was comforting. She convinced herself, she’s doing the right thing. She waited for him, she fidgeted in his living room. Suddenly she heard the lock turned. And she heard his voice.

“I’ll be right back, it’ll be just a…” he stopped when he saw her, “Addy.”

She smiled, “Hey.”

He stood there just looked at her. He seemed stunned, “I thought I loose you.”

She smiled, she was about to tell him how she felt, but suddenly a voice chimed in.

“Come on Darren, we’re going to miss the reserve…. Ow hi, I didn’t’ realize you have a guest.”

Adya eyes widened. She knew the person, well she knew of her. It was Samantha Golde. The it girl at the moment. “This is clearly a mistake.”

His facial expression read panic, “No, Addy, wait.”

“I,” she stumbled, “I gotta go.” She said and walked out of his place.

“Addy, come on,” he called out to her, but she ignored him. She walked so fast she didn’t stop. She didn’t hear him coming after her either. After all he had company, she didn’t think he’d be running after her this time. She found a cab and hauled it. She climbed in and started sobbing. It really felt like dejavu, only this time, she was sure she’s loosing him.

She curled up on her bed, she just realized, how much it meant for her, the relationship and everything. She didn’t want to see him with someone else. It crushed her. She, goodness, did she really fall in love with him. She can’t do this, she can’t fall in love, her graduation is around the corner, she had to leave soon. How will they survive that? They had differences as is, to add the distance in the midst of the problem was just a recipe for disaster.

But a little voice inside her told her they’d manage…they’d survive.

Yeah, like your past relationships? A more cynical voice entered her brain.

She didn’t know which one to listen to. Her head hurts. Faintly she heard the lock being turned.

“Addy!” it was him. She knew the footsteps, it came closer to the bedroom. “Addy!” the bedroom door swung open.

She sat up straight and saw him standing on the doorstep.

“I’m sorry I shouldn’t have come and ruined….” She stopped as he kissed her. She felt relieved, she felt alive, she felt, right.

“The only thing that could shut you up,” he said and smiled. He leaned on her forehead, “It’s not what it seems, Alex set us up. He got this crazy idea that I have come with a date to the award. I can’t really walk out from it, so I agreed to it. But I can’t stop thinking about you. I just want you. And I realized, I’d rather go stag and being labeled ‘home wrecker’ than to go with someone else but you. So will you be my date Addy?”

She smiled, a part of her was relieved. But another part was dreading her.

“We gotta do something first though.”

“What is it?” he asked her.

She took him to the living room, and she set up the laptop, “I want you to meet my parents.”

They called her parents that night. He met them for the first time. She was a nervous wreck. As usual, being Indonesians, her parents were polite during the video call. At the end of the call, her mom asked her to call via phone. When she called, the thing she was dreading came true. Her mom started bombarding her with questions about Darren’s background, his faith, and what are their plans.

“You’re not a kid anymore Dya, you’re in your thirties,” her mother said on the other line.

Adya sighed, “I know that Mom.”

“Where would this go?”

“I don’t know, but it’s going great now. Why can’t you be happy for me Mommy?”

“I don’t want to see you get hurt again Dya.”

“I’m on the other side of the world Mom, you don’t have to,” she said.

Her Mom didn’t reply.

“I got to go Mom.”

“I want what’s best for you honey.”

“I know, that’s why I’m telling you this. We’re going public, and I thought you should know first.”

Her mother disconnected the phone. She put down the phone and looked at Darren.

“You’re okay?” he asked, concerned.

She gave him a small smile, “No, but you’ll be here right?”

He squeezed her hand and kissed her temple. “I love you.”

She smiled, “I love you too.”

He stopped and stunned.

“I just speak English, not Yiddish.”

He smiled, “You said it back,” he said and kissed her.

-present day-

Darren steps in the red carpet and up to Ryan Seacrest for an interview. He reminisces the last time he was here, she was with him, they worked the interviews. People said they were the coolest new couple.

“Hey man,” Ryan greets him.

“What’s up Ryan.”

“How is it going? Second Language is really picking up huh?”

“Yeah, yeah, we’re on our 2nd season, and it’s been wonderful. Ms. Stark is married with Mr. Tony now, it’s kinda interesting.”

“Speaking of marriage and love life, you’re going stag tonight?

“Yeah, I am,” he tries to sound cool.

“So the rumor is true then?” Ryan pries.

“What are you talking about Ryan?” he tries to keep it light.

“Little bird told me you’re back in the market now?”

He tries to laugh at it, “I don’t know what kind of bird you’re talking about Ryan.”

Ryan politely laughs at his response, “Well congrats on the show and the nomination, good luck.”

He says his thanks and goodbyes to Ryan, and walks through the red carpet, trying to avoid people. Which is really hard to do in the red carpet. He misses her, terribly.